After Life.

I can finally breathe.
And yes, I'm over him. I think.
Thanks to everyone who showed sympathy and made me strong.
I love my best friends.
You don't know what you've got till its gone. And I miss every second of it.
Wish I could turn back the clock and done something better.
Regrets.Regrets.Full of regrets.
After all this, only one question which keeps banging in my head.
WHY ME?!
SUPER WHY?!
But I'm never giving up on myself.
I'm awesome and I know that.
If you can't accept me the way i am, screw you. LOL.
So if you think I lost, think again.

Shit happens

Almost a year ago,everything was just going on perfect.
This thing we had, was like, the best thing that had ever happened to me.
Till March, you gave up.
But, things got back to normal soon after.
June, was probably the best.
So much love. Actually felt 'YOU'
Then it went on and on till August.
Everything just stopped.
Even my heart.
We don't talk. We don't do anything.
You started avoiding me for some reason.
You've changed. Alot.
You're not the person whom i used to know.
Everyday i wait for you. But you just don't come.
Why?!
If you want an end, go ahead, BUT why won't you talk to me?
What did i do?
Still waiting..
I still любовь you

Yellow :)

Wow, haven't been blogging bout 5 months now, is that LONG or what?!
PMR's over. Well it was pretty okayy.
I.really.don't.know.what.to.say.

AWKWARD.

Pains and aches.

yes I'M DYING HERE!
well not yet at least
but soon!
this is crucial!
PERIOD PAIN!!!!!
ARRRGGGHHHH!!!
it sucks to be a girl at times.you have this and that to go through
non-stop emotional pains and physical pains.
Just imagine having both at the same times.
Hah! You cant imagine i bet u!












dying :S
Kiss me babe

Airplanes at night

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now <3

Sexy's back.

hey guys
i know my blog has been long dead and gone and buried somewhere in the ground.
well sorry, i was too busy or perhaps too lazy.
exams done. gotta admit it was kinda hard this time.
whatever. i dont really care.
term break's here! like finally!
thank goodness it wont be that boring.
i have fellowship camp, which i hope won't add to the boredomness.
im like the vice president for the team and trust me, im so useless. LOL
well, to know a little a update bout me,
recently, ive been goign through alot of depression without a reason.
which makes it weird.
maybe i need a psychiatrist. i need a cure to this.
IS IT NORMAL?
and no, im not pms-ing.
ah, i'l just deal with it and let it end on its own.



Good night


I'm sexy <3

BUSTED :O

I caught him looking at me. this is #1 HE
"uh-oh",that was exactly what was running through my mind.
well, sports day was awesome.
BSM runners up for march :D
ya know, it was awkward actually, being on duty for first aid, in case anyone fainted,
what if #2 HE did? lol. I'D BE HAPPY. mean i know.
well, i think #1 HE have the feeling for me.LOL.
this is BAD ENGLISH.
lots going through my mind now.
exam on tues. wish me luck.


ily,imy BUBBLE (: