still breathing

my piano exam was ok.
not bad but one thing for sure!
i freaked out when i saw SIR ANDREW.
(my examiner) fyi
my scales were great until he asked me to play F# MINOR.
confidently, i laid my fingers on F# to begin.
SUDDENLY!!!!!!
i went blank.
i had no idea how to play F# minor.
i thought i was gonna faint.
i looked at him, SMILED.
looked back at the stupid black piano.

SIR ANDREW : its okay we'll try another one
ME : *sigh*
SIR ANDREW : can i hear C MINOR?
ME : *smiles*

angel from heaven i guess.
thank the lord i managed to somehow finish my practical and still survive.
just have to wait for my results next month
=)

how does it feel when you're sick and ANNOYED at the same time?

i have no idea what's going with me.
i mean,
i'm having a real bad spinning head.
i feel weak
i feel mad
i cant concentrate or FOCUS and lost in reality
WHAT THE HECK?
i'm scared.
IS IT H1N1?
hopefully not.
people! PRAY FOR ME!

~

i really do love him.
i mean, i never felt this way bout ANYONE before.
=D

``````````````
piano exam. HELP ME!