Laugh and the world laughs with you

Havent blogged in days.
because i've been....


LAUGHING :D

im bored =='

Happy Ending :)

so its done and I dont get the guy.
SO what?
THAT IS MY HAPPY ENDING :)
Hahaha because there's someone else in the story who is alot worse than me :)
yes im super happy :D
Well, Karen needs the credit too for mocking her so much :)
Gosh, it feels alot better when Karen does that.
Yes, I'm proud to say that FINALLY, A HAPPY ENDING :)
And now, its so close to Christmas and I'm excitedd :D
Okay gotta clean the house

later x

Decemberr ♥

OH MY GOODNESS. NO ONE CAN EXPLAIN MY EXCITEMENT FOR CHRISTMAS!!
I'm super excited. Christmas, come fast :D

The Ghost of You

Why do you keep haunting me?
Don't you know how much it hurts?
I wanna forget you
Because you're not worth every tear i shed. You're not.
It sucks.
I had a dream bout you. It was so nice. I actually cried when I woke up.
If only I had someone who felt it.
It was beautiful =(
Please don't come again although I'm dying to be in your arms.
It was only just a dream...

You won't do the same

Gave you all I had and you tossed in the trash. Why?!

GRENADE.

Easy come, easy go,
That's just how you live, oh,
Take, take, take it all,
But you never give.
Should've known you was trouble
From the first kiss,
Had your eyes wide open.
Why were they open?

Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash,
You tossed it in the trash, you did.
To give me all your love is all I ever asked, 'cause
What you don't understand is


I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya
Oh, oh, I would go through all of this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain!
Yes, I would die for ya, baby,
But you won't do the same.

Black, black, black and blue, beat me 'til I'm numb,
Tell the devil I said "hey" when you get back to where you're from.
Mad man, bad man, that's just what you are,
Yeah, you'll smile in my face then rip the brakes out my car


Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash,
You tossed it in the trash, yes you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked, 'cause
What you don't understand is

I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya
Oh, oh, I would go through all of this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain!
Yes, I would die for ya, baby,
But you won't do the same.

If my body was on fire,
Ooh, you'd watch me burn down in flames.
You said you loved me, you're a liar, 'cause you never, ever, EVER did, baby!
But, darling

I'd still catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya
Oh, oh, I would go through all of this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain!
Yes, I would die for ya, baby,
But you won't do the same.

Something else in my blood

Yesterday was the happiest day of my life in the year 2010
Yesterday as in 12 November ♥
I went for this dance thing. Its actually a punjabi wedding dinner thing.
Yes, punjabi's are the best dancers. Awesomeness.
Hot guys and girls, hot music, BAHA, happy happy happy!
That was the first time I actually let go everything within me and expressed myself.
All the aches and pain, just disappeared !
To be honest, that was the only time I wasn't even thinking bout you. And boy, it felt good.
I just can't wait to go for another one.
That's what I call, a PARTAY :D
Actually, I never knew that I had this much passion for dancing. Dancing is fantabulous.
I discovered that there was something else in my blood.
DANCING. and I loike :D
Kay, I wanna go stalk the hot guys now.

later.

Camwhore ;)

Remember those days when i used to own an ACTUAL camera.
All I'd do is CAMWHORE and post it up on Facebook.
Vain? Yes I am.
Now, my cammy is practically dead because it has some weird problem with the batteries.
Damn it.
I never owned anything as awesome in my life. A CAMERA.
I'm not saying that i don't have a phone but HAVE YOU ACTUALLY SEEN MY PHONE?
It works in wondrous ways........NOT!
Its a stupid old nokia flashlight.
This is humiliating.
I just want to camwhore!
Something's missing.

The way you make me feel

I'm finally smiling again :D
Idk why. But everything seems just right for me.
I feel so light. so satisfied. so well.
Maybe its because of....
ROBERT PATTINSON! OMG.
Marry me.




Ahhh, please. I love you to bits.

Move on

I really love this song.

Trouble is a friend

Trouble he will find you no matter where you go, oh oh
No matter if you're fast, no matter if you're slow, oh oh
The eye of the storm or the cry in the mourn, oh oh
You're fine for a while but you start to lose control

He's there in the dark, he's there in my heart
He waits in the wings, he's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh!

Trouble is a friend but trouble is a foe, oh oh
And no matter what I feed him he always seems to grow, oh oh
He sees what I see and he knows what I know, oh oh
So don't forget as you ease on down the road

He's there in the dark, he's there in my heart
He waits in the wings, he's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh

So don't be alarmed if he takes you by the arm
I won't let him win, but I'm a sucker for his charm
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh!

Oh how I hate the way he makes me feel
And how I try to make him leave, I try
Oh oh, I try!

He's there in the dark, he's there in my heart
He waits in the wings, he's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh

So don't be alarmed if he takes you by the arm
I won't let him win, but I'm a sucker for his charm
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh!
Ooo, oh ooo, ooo ahh

Uh-oh

Everyone's starting Form 4 tution.
WHAT AM I DOING? ABSOLUTELY NOTHING!
There's so much to catch up on. D A M N!

Define boredom

Yeah, once again I'm left with my grandparents at home.
That's my definition of 'BOREDOM'.
Ever since PMR was over, my life couldn't get any better.
First, I have nothing to do.
Then, came heartbreak.
Now, its healing back.
Thanks to "him".
I just don't know what to do besides blogging.
F A C E B O O K - lame , boring, retarded, old.
T W I T T E R - Gay.
F R I E N D S T E R - Wait, does it even exist?

Man, I need help.

THINGS THAT COULD HELP ME GET OVER BOREDOM

Aunty Sheila's taking me to a spa :D
Idk when. Soon I hope.
Then, I might go down to Kluang to spend like a week with my hunn, Karen.
Lotsa plans there. Hope it'll work out *cross fingers*
Before I know it, December will come along.
Christmas is gonna be special this year I hope :)
Soon after that, New Year :DD
Yes! I can't wait :D

x

Now I'm feeling so fly like a G6

Yes, I have a favorite song which I can't stop listening to and I'm addicted to it.
It's FLY LIKE A G6 by Far East Movement

Its pretty good :)

Poppin bottles in the ice, like a blizzard
When we drink we do it right gettin slizzard
Sippin sizzurp in my ride, like Three 6
Now I’m feelin so fly like a G6
Like a G6, Like a G6
Now I’m feelin so fly like a G6

After Life.

I can finally breathe.
And yes, I'm over him. I think.
Thanks to everyone who showed sympathy and made me strong.
I love my best friends.
You don't know what you've got till its gone. And I miss every second of it.
Wish I could turn back the clock and done something better.
Regrets.Regrets.Full of regrets.
After all this, only one question which keeps banging in my head.
WHY ME?!
SUPER WHY?!
But I'm never giving up on myself.
I'm awesome and I know that.
If you can't accept me the way i am, screw you. LOL.
So if you think I lost, think again.

Shit happens

Almost a year ago,everything was just going on perfect.
This thing we had, was like, the best thing that had ever happened to me.
Till March, you gave up.
But, things got back to normal soon after.
June, was probably the best.
So much love. Actually felt 'YOU'
Then it went on and on till August.
Everything just stopped.
Even my heart.
We don't talk. We don't do anything.
You started avoiding me for some reason.
You've changed. Alot.
You're not the person whom i used to know.
Everyday i wait for you. But you just don't come.
Why?!
If you want an end, go ahead, BUT why won't you talk to me?
What did i do?
Still waiting..
I still любовь you

Yellow :)

Wow, haven't been blogging bout 5 months now, is that LONG or what?!
PMR's over. Well it was pretty okayy.
I.really.don't.know.what.to.say.

AWKWARD.

Pains and aches.

yes I'M DYING HERE!
well not yet at least
but soon!
this is crucial!
PERIOD PAIN!!!!!
ARRRGGGHHHH!!!
it sucks to be a girl at times.you have this and that to go through
non-stop emotional pains and physical pains.
Just imagine having both at the same times.
Hah! You cant imagine i bet u!












dying :S
Kiss me babe

Airplanes at night

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now <3

Sexy's back.

hey guys
i know my blog has been long dead and gone and buried somewhere in the ground.
well sorry, i was too busy or perhaps too lazy.
exams done. gotta admit it was kinda hard this time.
whatever. i dont really care.
term break's here! like finally!
thank goodness it wont be that boring.
i have fellowship camp, which i hope won't add to the boredomness.
im like the vice president for the team and trust me, im so useless. LOL
well, to know a little a update bout me,
recently, ive been goign through alot of depression without a reason.
which makes it weird.
maybe i need a psychiatrist. i need a cure to this.
IS IT NORMAL?
and no, im not pms-ing.
ah, i'l just deal with it and let it end on its own.



Good night


I'm sexy <3

BUSTED :O

I caught him looking at me. this is #1 HE
"uh-oh",that was exactly what was running through my mind.
well, sports day was awesome.
BSM runners up for march :D
ya know, it was awkward actually, being on duty for first aid, in case anyone fainted,
what if #2 HE did? lol. I'D BE HAPPY. mean i know.
well, i think #1 HE have the feeling for me.LOL.
this is BAD ENGLISH.
lots going through my mind now.
exam on tues. wish me luck.


ily,imy BUBBLE (:

A real boyfriend.

Don't care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now.

I don't care if you are a guy or a woman or Michael Jackson.

Just read this, it will make a difference.

If only everyone could see this and understand it.

When she stares at your mouth
Kiss her

When she pushes you or hits you like a dummie cause she thinks shes
stronger than you
Grab her and dont let go

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she's quiet
Ask her whats wrong

When she ignores you
Give her your attention

When she pulls away
Pull her back

When you see her at her worst
Tell her she's beautiful

When you see her start crying
Just hold her and don't say a word

When you see her walking
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind <3

When she's scared
Protect her

When she steals your favorite hoodie
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she teases you
Tease her back and make her laugh

When she doesn't answer for a long time
reassure her that everything is okay

When she looks at you with doubt
Back yourself up

When she says that she loves you
she really does more than you can understand

When she grabs at your hands
Hold her's and play with her fingers

When she bumps into you;
bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tells you a secret
keep it safe and untold

When she looks at you in your eyes
dont look away until she does

When she says it's over
she still wants you to be hers

When she reposts this bulletin
she wants you to read it

- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

- When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her because ten years later she'll remember you

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

-Treat her like she's all that matters to you

- Stay up all night with her when she's sick

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid

- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes

-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

-Let her know she's important.

- Don't talk about other girls around her

- Kiss her in the pouring rain

- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is:
"Whose ass am i kicking baby?"

Now that the love is back =D

I'm a happier person now. No more shattered feelings (not that much)
Everything is just into place after you've got me and i've got you back.
That's why you're always my best friend no matter what (:
I love every second of it. The feeling of getting you back is just awesome.
F.R.I.E.N.D.S last forever! GO US! weeee....

A moment like this (:

He's finally talking to me. After 3 months (:
The feeling's awesome... The best part is i know he still cares bout me.
So, best friends are always best friends no matter what ever happens. And we proved it.
But, we're not as close as last time.
TOUCHWOOD, hopefully everything goes back to normal.

Why does it always rain on me?

waiting for you, that's what i do.







this sucks ):

BLOGGGGGG

Okay i haven't done this in ages.
Hey everyone.
Ya'll missed me? (yeah right)
I haven't been blogging i know.
I just have too many things to do.
PMR this year.
ahhh, STRESSS!!!
pray for me aite?
thanks.
thats all for now i guess...
=)

Just one kiss

The Lovers of the Heart


In order to form a more perfect kiss, enable the mighty hug to promote
to whom we please but one kiss.


Article 1:

Statement of Love:
The Kiss


1.Kiss on the hand
I adore you

2. Kiss on the cheek
I just want to be friends

3. Kiss on the neck
I want you

4.Kiss on the lips
I love you

5.Kiss on the ears
I am just playing

6.Kiss anywhere else
lets not get carried away


7. Look in your eyes
kiss me

8.Playing with your hair

I can't live without you

9. Hand on your waist
I love you to much to let you go


Article 2:
The Three Steps


1. Girls:
If any guys gets fresh with you, slap him.

2. Guys
If any girl slaps you, her intentions are still good.

3.Guys & Girls
Close your eyes when kissing, it is rude to
stare.

Article 3:
The Commandments


1. Thou shall not squeeze too hard.

2.Thou shall not ask for a kiss, but take one.

3.Thou shall kiss at every opportunity.

* Remember *

A peach is a peach
A plum is a plum,
A kiss isn't a kiss
Without some tongue.
So open up your mouth
close your eyes, and give your tongue some exercise!!!

Here are a few reasons
why guys
like girls:

1. They will always smell good
even if its just shampoo

2. The way their heads always
find the right spot on our shoulder

3. How cute they look when they sleep

4. The ease in which they fit into our arms

5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world

6. How cute they are when they eat

7. The way they take hours to get dressed
but in the end it makes it all worth while

8.Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside

9. The way they look good no matter what they wear

10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think
she's the most beautiful thing on this earth

11. How cute they are when they argue

12. The way her hand always finds yours

13. The way they smile

14. The way you feel when you see their name
on the call ID after you just had a big fight

15. The way she says 'lets not fight anymore'
even though you know that an hour later....

16. The way they kiss when you do something nice for them

17.The way they kiss you when you say 'I love you'

18.
Actually ... just the way they kiss you...

19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry

20. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly

21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt
22. Then the way they apologize
when it does hurt. (even though
we don't admit it)!

23. The way they say 'I miss you'

24. The way you miss them

25. The way their tears make you want to
change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore..... Yet regardless if you love them,
hate them, wish they would die or
know that you would die without them ... it matters not. Because once in your life,
whatever they were to the world
they become everything to you..
When you look them in the eyes,
traveling to the depths of their souls
and you say a million things without trace of
a sound, you know that your own life
is inevitable consumed within
the rhythmic beatings of her very heart.
We love them for a million reasons,
No paper would do it justice.
It is a thing not of the mind
but of the heart. A feeling. Only felt.

bandslam

hey blog readers. you know when they say, support your local music scene, i never really bothered doing so.
but.. LOCAL ARTISTES AND BANDS ARE AWESOME!

People like CAPRICE and BUNKFACE are really good musicians and rappers.

So umm, support them, ya? try listening to their songs. you'll love it. just as i did. xx



Recommendation of songs
BUNKFACE - Prom Queen, Through My Window, Situasi










CAPRICE - Thinking of You, Fantasy Girl

thanks :)